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lose you

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You have your flash
And you have your soul
And they both attached
And they said
No force on earth can tear those two apart
They were wrong…
It is possible
And it is a torment beyond your imagination
You see every time a sad experience
Is headed your way
It is starching your image  
Once when it is not just sad
It is a tragedy
It can tear your image into pieces
And once the experience is something more
More than a tragedy …
And your image will shattered and your soul
Will not have anything to hold
To stay attached to you
You will recover the pieces
You will be whole again
But your soul will never be part of you again

I was a Saturday night
And all tal's friends are gathered
They was laughing
And drinking
Tal was laughing too
But, not the source of the laughter
They all were good friends
Best friends
If someone from the outside will look at them
Will see nothing wrong
But the inner circle….
Tal looked at his phone
Looked at the time
"sorry , but it is my time to go"
non will argue with him
They let him go
After a few moments
When tal was gone
The number one was the first one to talk
He was always the first one to talk
1: "did you see it!"
The number two was next to answer
2:"he seemed ok he is still laughing he is smiling"
Number two didn't believe himself
But he had to convince someone that Tal
Still exist somewhere
1: "he is laughing and smiling but from things that we said
He didn't said anything all night, he was listening to what we have to say
When was the last time Tal listen to so long ?!"
Number three started talking
3:"never …he never listens for a whole night
He always had something to say
About anything
Always had an ace in the sleeve
Keeping us …. On our toes"
The number three was silent
He was thinking
Number two was thinking as well
Uncertain if to say what he had in mind
Because if he say it
He will not be able to ignore it anymore
To say it
Is to admit it to yourself
1:"Tal lost himself, he lost his spark
He still living and acting
But his will to push himself is gone
His will to… shine
Is no more " .
Number one said what the number two was thinking
2: " I hope he will find himself and can gather the pieces
It is probably too early to talk about her death"
3:" I feel sorry for him , I want him back…
As much as he wanted her back"
The number four was sitting in silent
He couldn't talk to them if he wanted too
He was trying to scream to them
Trying to tell them
He is just beside them
He is Tal spark
His soul
The one that parted from him
He wanted to scream to them
Help me get him back
He needs me
But the one two and three didn't even know
The soul of tal is still there
Waiting…

It was in that day
When she died
Tal stand without being able to act
When the knowledge of her death came to him
His mind and image where shattered
But the soul…
The soul saw something more
He saw his love
Getting up and start walking
He saw it before Tal were shattered
He tried to get loose
He could not let her leave
When he finally got free
He got to her
Only to hear

"I am sorry my love, but I have to go now
They are calling me home.."

The soul was crying hurting
When he looked back he saw tal
Broken
He didn't try to get attached again
He just looked at Tal
And said

"we lost her…. We lost … Gal"
i will never what to find out 
but i thing the day i will lose you
i will forever lose myself
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